MarinaCaipirinha

Well, I kinda hate everyone. I'm here, all by myself reading about the Nukak culture and I realized how much I hate my life and everyone around me. No one will notice it, cause no one ever notices it. If I could just run away from here, far away. I'm not trying to be poethic or something like that, I'm just trying to express myself. I never do that. I think I lost myself, I've lost my brightness, my happiness, my fun side... My vocabulary. I'm not satisfied with my life, but I guess that's normal, so I just avoid it and try to move on. I can't stand it, no, I can't. It's not like I'll kill myself but sometimes I wish I could just dis

Now that I'm alone I feel the lonely brokenness Of all the wicked avenues I've ever sold my love on All these moments of meekness and trembling subsided I'm the outright abandon of this orphan child Home is on the highway living on soft bread and solace I guess I'm waiting for nightfall or a solar eclipse And to wake up half empty Only to be filled again with mourning He's my evil shadow dove My black Palamito Can't break him like a diamond skull I can't seem to do so Can't just rob him out like the Mob used to do so Like memories of porno and tearstains And tobacco Oh it's a mini disastro Bigger than the ice age

Closer, No hesitation, Give me, All that you have. And it's been so long, That I can't explain And it's been so long, Right now,so wrong. Naked, My thoughts are creeping, Too late, The show has begun. 'Cause it's been so long, That I can't confess, And it's been so long, Right now so wrong. Is it all as it seems So unresolved, so unredeemed, If I remain, how will I know. 'Cause it's been so long, That I can't be sure, And it's been so wrong, Right now, so wrong.